not mine

I loved you with my whole heart… And it shattered me when you broke it… Shattered me to pieces…. I held every shard…. Until my hands bled with the pain you gave me…. But as I grew… I began to see the truth behind the man before me…. One who never knew how to love……

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love me

he didn’t love me…. he didn’t accept me…. he didn’t see me… and it hurts me to this day… because every time someone tries to love me…. I don’t believe it… when love for so long felt like a lie…. one of false promises and deceptions…. I was lost in a world of pain…. and…

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cease

I’m mad you could never be the father I needed…. And I grieved the loss of you when it did nothing to beg and to plead…. It was painful and for a while I could only think of what you took…. But my own heart told me to take a closer look…. You didn’t know…

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see

living with you was a dream wrapped in nightmares… my heart and soul never felt so alone… but you took away my agency to break free… and only I truly know the damage it did to me…. but the worst part of it was believing this was love…. everything upside down… where my feet never…

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