he didn’t love me….
he didn’t accept me….
he didn’t see me…
and it hurts me to this day…
because every time someone tries to love me….
I don’t believe it…
when love for so long felt like a lie….
one of false promises and deceptions….
I was lost in a world of pain….
and I wanted to forget it by escaping into a fantasy…
but I lost the better parts of me…
so I had to love me….
to break free….
