blade

those thoughts…. were drenched and soaked in suicide… those thoughts…. buried themselves deep until every part of me wished to hide…. a world and a lifetime ago… secrets he’ll never truly know…. his abuse made me want to end it all… but in those times I…. blamed myself for the fall…. I was angry… I…

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skies

There’s highs and lows… Compliments and blows… When I was living in a fantasy my feet never touched the ground…. But when my entire world shattered peace and unconditional love was what I finally found… It’s hard and it hurts in a way I can’t place… Still pieces of memories my mind unconsciously erased… Sitting…

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Sunshine

Lost myself in a fantasy once upon a time… But you do what you do to live through another white crime… The pain left me when I let myself feel… Fears and nightmares, they never were real… And I close my eyes and imagine only love… It’s all I have when push comes to shove……

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Scars

The emotional scars ran deeper than a black and blue bruise… Back then love and fear was what I used to confuse… But the rage and darkness in your eyes I no longer fear… Because even underneath it all you still cry human tears…. I’ve been healing ever since…. The old ways and wounds are…

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Feelings

Focus on feeling every feeling and letting it go…. There’s a million realities to the sides of the you that you never show… But I did what I had to in order to finally grow…. I have no regrets, those lessons changed me lifetimes ago… No longer obsessing over the past… Like I said even…

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Nothing Lasts Forever

Had a thought the other day…. And my mind couldn’t think of the words you used to say…. Nothing lasts forever, even the pain faded into dust and skeletons… Love not fear now is the only medicine…. I’m walking away from the only life I’ve ever known…. Started to love myself and my old identity…

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