I miss you but I don’t want you back…

The truth hits me with a blade…

I needed hearts but all you had were spades…

And I’m mourning the loss a little at a time…

I tell myself it’s okay to feel…

It still kills me that none of it was ever real…

The reality washes over me in waves…

But I don’t want to dig my own grave…

There’s more to life than what we had…

What wasn’t there…

Still leaves me a little broken and a little more sad….

But I have a thankful heart and mind…

Whatever you seek…

You will always…

Always…

Find…

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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