bittersweet

panic settles a little too easily under my skin… and even then I don’t want the nightmares to win… sleep a little…until dreams spill into reality…. the best things in life… they truly are for free… and all I ever wanted was this…. bittersweet remedies…

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separate

tell me it will be okay… and I’ll believe you to the end… when you listen to the lies for long enough… they don’t feel like pretend… your eyes captured my heart and mind… what you search for, you always find… and I… don’t know if you’re okay… but we haven’t said a word to…

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scenes

Oh I’m sitting with my heart here in my hands… Once begging for everyone but myself to understand… And I wonder why they left… And I ponder of the reasons why I haven’t slept… But I have reasons for the love I alone kept…. You’re in my head and my dreams… Even then, the reality…

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be

Thought of you the other day…. The memories shifted colors and the feelings don’t feel the same… Distance and time are fading the love between… Then I realize maybe it wasn’t the love I always imagined it to be… No, maybe it wasn’t ever the love I thought it could be…

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pure lies

I wish I could have hated you longer…. Lost sight of myself in your humanity…. And even in the dark I forgot his fragile vulnerability…. Because sometimes it’s easier to see a monster…. Than a real person in front of your eyes…. There was a point back then I lost sight of what was truth…

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