I couldn’t let you go….
Not for the longest time…
You were always there…
In the shadows and in my past…
I loved a part of you…
I hated the other….
In your eyes I saw someone I loved….
And someone I feared more than anything…
For a time I believed in a lie…
A lie so strong and loyal I felt like I didn’t have anything without it….
A lie I protected and fought for…until it ultimately ended my life….
A life I once lived….with you…
I wanted to spend the rest of my life loving more than I ever could…
I loved you and I lost me…
I loved me and I lost you…
Everything has its purpose….
And there’s love in everything…
