far

No emotion is permanent… But time and time again I feel over spent… I’m angry and a mess in the same breath… Still fighting off a feverish kind of sweat… And there you are…. A song and a step too far…

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met

You leave me like it’s easy… And I fight you like it’s my life…. I place all the blame on you… But it’s me holding the knife… I’m my own worst enemy in the night… But the more I sit with my own fears the more it doesn’t feel alright… Because I know what it’s…

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pain and past

I love you and hate you in the same tears… You fill the space between lightning and fears…. And I lost myself to you for so long I thought I didn’t deserve to live…. All I ever wanted was to love you and to give… You took my heart and mind…. But in your embrace,…

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free

I get flashbacks… And I get triggered… Even when I don’t want it…. Even when I do what I can to walk free…. It wasn’t fair the way you left… And it hurt me waking up from the nightmares where I slept… I kept thinking it was me… It was always me who messed it…

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