I get flashbacks…
And I get triggered…
Even when I don’t want it….
Even when I do what I can to walk free….
It wasn’t fair the way you left…
And it hurt me waking up from the nightmares where I slept…
I kept thinking it was me…
It was always me who messed it all up….
But it was always you who made me feel like I was never good enough…
Close my eyes and I’m drifting away…
Hating you and wishing for you to make everything okay….
Memories and memories….
But they never promise to set me free…
Lauren Kim Art 