I love you and hate you in the same tears…
You fill the space between lightning and fears….
And I lost myself to you for so long I thought I didn’t deserve to live….
All I ever wanted was to love you and to give…
You took my heart and mind….
But in your embrace, insanity and rage was all I could find…
Despair inspires me and leaves me alone…
I always know you won’t be the one calling on my phone….
I try not to let the bitterness sink in….
No, I won’t let the pain and past ever win…
