let go of fear

I thought you would come save me… I believed you could heal the pain you gave me… I dreamed of the day you would be the person I once knew… But that person was a fantasy… He never existed…. He was never real… And holding onto him… Clinging onto his pressed sleeves… Staying in his…

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choose

he can’t heal my pain… he can’t make it go away… but I have a choice… I can let love in… I can choose love over fear… Life isn’t about never being afraid… Life is about being afraid and deciding what is worth more than fear… You could live a lifetime… Afraid of a nightmare…

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dad

Dad, You hurt me… You watched me cry…. But my tears never reached you… And my pain never touched you… And my heart never healed from you…. I waited forever for you to see… Truly see the damage of what you did…. To feel the weight of the nightmares you created for me…. But you…

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he never did

  I waited for him to heal the pain he left me with… And I waited for him to save me from the nightmares he created…. And I dreamed of the moment he would be truly sorry and make the darkness disappear…. I waited forever…. For a fantasy… One not destined to become reality…. I…

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