the more you hurt me…
the more I return..
the more you drag me down…
the more I feel safe and sound…
the more you scream my name…
the more I lose myself in your blame…
the more you play endless mind games…
the more I sink into self perpetuating shame…
the more you laugh at my pain…
the more I long for you in vain…
the more you pull away…
the more I beg you to stay…
the more you break me…
the more I don’t see…
the more you…
the more I…
in a way no one will ever win…
I should have…
I could have…
but now my world tilts and begins to spin…
abuse is a puzzle and you don’t have the key….
your only power was having power over me…
and even then..
you always fail to see….
