the more you hurt me…

the more I return..

the more you drag me down…

the more I feel safe and sound…

the more you scream my name…

the more I lose myself in your blame…

the more you play endless mind games…

the more I sink into self perpetuating shame…

the more you laugh at my pain…

the more I long for you in vain…

the more you pull away…

the more I beg you to stay…

the more you break me…

the more I don’t see…

the more you…

the more I…

in a way no one will ever win…

I should have…

I could have…

but now my world tilts and begins to spin…

abuse is a puzzle and you don’t have the key….

your only power was having power over me…

and even then..

you always fail to see….

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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