why did he leave her…
why didn’t he stay…
wasn’t I enough…
for them to choose a different way…
why they didn’t keep me…
why I wasn’t enough…being me…
I can’t let go of the impossible fantasy…
one of a loving, beautiful family…
wondering if…
it all would have been different if they had…
but when I think of this…
the pages turn dark and tears are all I have…
