I stayed a lifetime in a dream…
Hid my secrets and pain beneath golden lined buttons and perfect little seams…
In your eyes I saw my world and every spinning, shining star….
I would have traded everything I have, just to be exactly where you are…
But the love you give…
It takes away my mind and the reasons I have to live…
Fantasy…couldn’t fill the empty spaces in my life…
I opened myself to you…
But I didn’t see your hands around the knife…