sweet

life can be sweet… life can be bitter… life can be loving… life can be cold… life can be dreamy… life can be real… life means so much… when you allow yourself to fully… and completely feel…

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thank you

thank you for life… for love… for it all… let me always remember… the love you gave me… the life I was given… and everything in between… love always… love always…

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sunshine

it will take a little time… there will be sunshine filled days… and rainy nights… highs and lows… everything in between… and I want to feel… everything… I want all the life love can bring… forever and ever… I want all the life love can bring…  

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me

A letter to me… I missed you… I need you… I want to know you… I’m learning how to love you… I care about you… I want the world for you… I believe in you… I am here for you every single day of the week… I can’t make it without you… I love you…

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promise

I wanted to make a promise… Not for anyone else… For me… For the rest of my life…. For as long as I live… I will love me unconditionally… I will take care of me completely… I don’t want to escape anymore… I don’t want to run away… The good, the bad, the real, the…

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true

I painted you in this perfect picture…with a glittering golden frame… You were always a world away…you tell me you don’t feel the same… I tried to forget what I feel…. I wanted to numb away what I couldn’t face as real… When I fall …I fall closer to my true self… The bravest act…

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your own love

I struggled with the girl in the mirror… Always wanted to run away… Happiness fluttered like a butterfly… But I couldn’t get her to stay…. The past is long gone and my mind is caught up in the details… My tendency towards tears and self destruction…there’s a struggle to curtail… When left alone…too much time…

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Mistakes

I’m sorry I hurt you… I’m sorry it turned out this way… I think of what I’ve done and wished… I could change what happened that day… I have my pain in one hand…tears in my eyes… But love in my heart…. And no need for fake smiles or disguise…

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Kind

Be kind…. No matter who it is… No matter what they’ve done… Be kind… Even when it’s inconvenient and difficult…. Be kind… When life isn’t fair or easy… Because you never know the struggles…the pain….people are facing behind closed doors… Life doesn’t give anyone everything… Life can be harsh and cruel to the kindest of…

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True

I’m not perfect, I’m no hero… I struggle daily to feel a value in myself that’s more than zero… But I don’t give up, even when I could… My mind always runs circles in thoughts of endless “shoulds.” You say my name as if it’s a curse…one you hate more than the world… But for…

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