I’m tired of the smiles I pretended with…

Tired of biting back the words I wanted to tell him…

Tired of all the times I cried silently after a fight….

Tired of the times he made me the villain when he was guilty…

Tired of the manipulations…

Tired of the mind games…

Tired of feeling like a helpless child…when he was a child all along…

Tired of the power games…

Tired of the guilt trips…

Tired of the sleepless nights…

Tired of the anxiety he left me with…

Tired of the depression and self hate…

Tired of having no power over my own life…

Tired of him always having the upper hand…

Tired of his cruelty…

Tired of his sarcasm after his insults….

Tired of him pretending it’s all just okay…

Tired of his entitlement….

Tired of him expecting me to kiss him on the cheek as if he deserved it…

Tired of his gaslighting…

Tired of his rages…

Tired of his ego…

Tired of his fake tears…

Tired of his empty apologies…

Tired of his hollow heart….

Tired of his golden reputations…

Tired of his accusations….

Tired of fighting a memory…

Tired of always, always wanting to break free…

Tired of the trauma and the conditioning…

Tired of…

Tired of everything….

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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