I love you in hate…
But even as I write them…the words feel like a mistake…
Why did you….
Just take and take….
The worst part was…
Waking up to realize…
All your love was fake…
Break a heart….
Shatter a mind…
Replace love with a love that is only…
Selfish and unkind…
Hell is loving someone who kills you every day…
Holding onto hope when he always makes you pay…
You wanted me to be lost without you…
You wanted me to depend on your decisions to tell me what to do…
And I hate that you did this intentionally…
And I feel the loss of being played and played emotionally…
What’s wrong with you…what made you this way…
You’ll never understand love when you believe all you do is okay…
And I still wanted you to stay…
To stay…
It’s messed up what happened to me….
But hating you…
Won’t allow my heart to be free…
It takes courage to walk away….
To know within…
He’s not a good enough reason….
To stay…
Lauren Kim Art 