you paint a picture of me in black and white…
but the colors and emptiness never felt quite right…
when I look in your eyes I just see….blackness looking back…
you project onto me everything you alone lack…
love cannot stay in places you create…
life is the sum of every choice you decide to and decide not to make…
and when I see you…
all of your love and promises…
are mere illusions….
fading…
and fake…