heaven and hell in your eyes…

too many of them to count, I can’t carry all the lies…

all the while just pretending to be perfectly fine….

in your world love and freedom could never be fully mine…

you can love someone who only wants to destroy you to feel powerful…

in the same way you can see the worst sides of their heart as pure and wonderful…

I’ll never forget the feeling of when you pushed me off the cliff to die…

but ironically all the pain and helplessness and tears…gave me a deeper, more beautiful and profound reason why….

compassion and cruelty are cures and poisons…too easily intertwined…

you always looked for fear and fear was exactly what you inevitably will forever find…

 

 

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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