oh god…
don’t know if I loved you or the pain more…
it’s funny what you begin to convince yourself to live for…
but I wanted to be the victim and lay you with the blame…
except this ideology left me always with the guilt and gut wrenching shame…
and it’s still yours…
the way I write your name…
but was I more attracted to you…
or the perfect, golden picture frame…
Lauren Kim Art 