far away

I love you… Even now I do… But the lies… The lies are too hard for me to live up to… And you sound so sweet… When you exist only in a far away fantasy… The heart and mind… See through different memories….

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avoid

I see his rejection of me in men I don’t even know… I play out my own abandonment before I give anyone the chance to show…. To me… I was always waiting for the world to fall apart… But the harder I tried to erase him… The deeper and further he stayed within my own…

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perfectly

I counted all the pretty lies… Put them on a beautiful shelf… I never wanted to leave… It took a long time to finally let go and accept I needed help…. Someone else’s world doesn’t have to become our own… Sometimes the people who hurt you the most are the ones most alone… But you…

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one

the world is a crazy place…. not a single person is one to replace… let life be led by fear or by love, that is what you choose… sometimes it isn’t just a game….of who wins and who has to lose… and I can’t make you change…I never could and that’s okay… the hardest part…

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never him

oh it’s easy to write about the pain… when it spills across silent letters… but the recovery is more… on my best days I feel nothing but thankful for this life… and on my worst… I’m barely holding myself back from imprisonment in the darkness of endless strife… we’re all human in the end…we do…

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rainbows

you take a piece of me… I take a piece of you… in the end… both of us don’t know how far we fell into… the lowest lows…. always follow the highest highs… the moments you are shattered… only introduce you to the ones where you can fly… take a second… take an hour… in…

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shine

it’s a painful reality… when the tears and trauma were all I could ever see…. and she was just a girl who wanted… to be loved unconditionally… but somewhere along the line… she learned love…. love was never given away for free…. and it would take years to undo the damage… some would call her…

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