membership

you love to compete… to show the world who’s the best… every act and question is a secret, revealing test…. you love to stand over anyone around…. and remind me of my place…lower on the ground… you love admiration and attention… your mind creates delusional realities and false inventions… you love to use fear and…

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still

he wanted a slave…. someone to obey… he wanted an object not a person…. who could look good on display…. that’s why he doesn’t listen to what you have to say…. that’s why everything has to be done his way… you could try to understand him…try to make him see… but in the end of…

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in love with fear

I couldn’t win at games he created… So I left his world… And everything it represented… You get dragged into a placed where there is no way to find freedom… Running in circles… Putting together his clues… But nothing else thrives here… And you’ll lose yourself the longer you stay…year after year… Don’t fall for…

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candy

normalcy… I just wanted normalcy… would have given it all away to hear from you… we were meant to be…. your darkness stared me straight in the eyes but I was focused on the good, old times… the times before themes of depression and suicide poisoned my dreams and rhymes… abuse is deception… wrapped poison…

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games and games

played and played your games… when they were addicting baby… I wanted to win but you kept changing all the rules… all the twists and turns left me feeling as if I was truly crazy… your heart was like winning the lottery but I couldn’t figure it all out…. the hook, the line, the fantasy……

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