you love to compete…
to show the world who’s the best…
every act and question is a secret, revealing test….
you love to stand over anyone around….
and remind me of my place…lower on the ground…
you love admiration and attention…
your mind creates delusional realities and false inventions…
you love to use fear and intimidation…
even you don’t know your own boundaries and limitations…
you live in a small world…
one where you have to have complete control and everyone does…
exactly what they’re told…
it’s not love…
it’s a dictatorship….
and I no longer renew my own membership….
no I don’t need to renew my membership….
Lauren Kim Art 