not going to

I’m not going to beg you to love me…

I’m not going to plead with you to stay….

I’m not going to cry for your validation….

I’m not going to give into all your selfish ways…

I’m not going to try to change you….

I’m not going to worship every little thing you do…

I’m not going to serve you like a slave…

I’m not going to let you dictate how I behave…

I’m not going to give you the time of day…

I’m not going to have you silence the words I need to say…

I’m not going to allow you to take my inner peace…

I’m not going to cater to your need for an ego increase….

I’m not going to love you when love to you is only games…

I’m not going to let you leave me with all of the tears and the blame…

I’m not going to have you tear down my self worth and happiness…

I’m not going to fulfill your endless demands and impossible requests….

I’m not going to….

I’m not going to……