I almost chased him into oblivion…
Scary how easy it is to keep falling when you have only momentum..
Sometimes the sweetest promises are laced with the most lethal venom…
It was…
The rush of adrenaline and spikes of fear mixed with controlling addiction…
Black and white, competing contradictions…
In my mind I never believed I was worthy of real love but that changed day by day….
Self love is not hypocrisy…
There’s beauty and a realness he never saw in me….
But that doesn’t matter now…because I see everything more clearly….
I know there’s a song these butterflies will always have in love to sing…
