End of an Era

It’s the end of an era… Leaving behind the rest of my fading nightmares…. The life I once knew…has ended…. Scars and wounds now completely mended… A past world… Of excess and constant fear…. A new world… Of balance and more than enough love to share… Good bye letters to the person I used to…

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choose

you’re not enough… you’re a little fucked up… you’re worthless… you’re no good… you never do and act as you need to and should… well… I guess that’s your reality… but I’m not going to fight you to be me… and I’m not going to prove anything to you either… they all turned away and…

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too much

you’re a little too loud honey… good let me turn it up… you’re a little too selfish baby… perfect, let me fill my own cup… you’re a little… no I’m not… what you say I am and even so it doesn’t matter… you’re not the one I need to please, pacify, or flatter… my voice…

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today

you’re real… you’re not made of metal and plastic… why be a perfect replication when you’re already a classic… love is love and you can’t buy it, though some will try… at the end of the day figure out your own purpose and reason why… I have fears but I’m not afraid today… Love was…

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playing pretend

innocence wasn’t meant to last… falling a little too far and fast… close my eyes but never my heart… fully conscious every time you tore it all apart… but I’ll thank you in the end… when your fears introduced me to a way to stop… playing pretend….

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my name

he was a fucked up person… and he fucked me up too… but the past doesn’t determine your future… you have the right to choose… if you are more than your pain… after all the storms and trauma… you have sunshine with the rain… it’s painful and beautiful all the same… love was always written…

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true

I’m going to say what you don’t want to hear…. I’m going to tell you how it truly is when reality is what you fear… But I’m not going to apologize for being me… I’m not going to let you be the lens through which I always see… It’s too exhausting to play a part…

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Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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disconnect

yeah… tried to play nice… tried to fit into the box you put me in…. tried to be what I thought you needed…. but people pleasing just for validation and approval… leaves you fucking bleeding… who she was… was never the real me… born into a world where I was never accepted… abused by a…

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not a single tomorrow

I’m not sorry…. Not sorry for the times I believed in you but felt only the sharp pain of disappointment…. I’m not sorry…. For the times I trust you as you slid the knife further and deeper…. I’m not sorry…. For breaking down over and over and over as your words and grip on me…

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