just love

grief… words can’t even touch it… the memories don’t even come close… vulnerability and tears are more than I can disclose…. on some days… but we do what we need to so we can find a more loving way… and the world is hurting… and people are reverting… in fear back to the places… there’s…

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be free

awake in seeing the real you… the one you put on like a favorite perfume… we go around and around in a little dance… but fear and loneliness was never my idea of romance…. obsession isn’t love, it’s a shade of insanity…. one where… your heart and mind will never know how to… be free….

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captivity

obsessed with the past and you was once my only objectivity…. but the absence of love and care left me broken and completely empty…. it’s too easy to fall into obscurity… a place where life and time are in captivity… I told you to just… let it be…

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let it be

it’s a little complicated… mixed emotions and feelings… focused on my own growth and healing… there’s a line between imagination and reality… blurry vision of passion and practicality… a million reasons to let it go and let it be….  

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butterflies

I almost chased him into oblivion… Scary how easy it is to keep falling when you have only momentum.. Sometimes the sweetest promises are laced with the most lethal venom… It was… The rush of adrenaline and spikes of fear mixed with controlling addiction… Black and white, competing contradictions… In my mind I never believed…

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realities

The mind can invent such beautiful realities… Some made more bright with time and an elusive sweet melody… I struggle with my own self doubts and fears of having no securities… I’m no hero… I’m no villain… I’m no victim… I’m just human…. With a shattered but healing heart…. Time and love heal the wounds…

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meant to be

I lost myself once upon a time… In the arms of a broken one dressed too perfectly in white… And you would think when you bring up his name… That it would make me mad… That it would bring me down to a dark place of shame… But time and distance has been kind… The…

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