his hate for me shined like black diamonds in his eyes…
but to tell you the truth he hated himself more…but his heart knew only lies…
I spent a lot of time in a prison no one else could see…
and for even longer I believed he would be the one I needed to free…
the emotions and pain and tears are all real…
no longer ashamed or apologizing for the way I feel…
no, I won’t apologize for the way I feel…