wish

I wish you had loved me… I wish you had cared… I wish you had the courage to face the darkest of your fears… I wish you had been honest… I wish you had been real… I wish you didn’t silence me… When I wanted to be me and feel… I wish… I wish..

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miss

I loved someone who only knew how to give fear… I loved someone who only had pain and emptiness to share… I’m hurting when I remember all the times… I had to force a smile or a kiss…. There’s nothing about a broken home I will ever miss….  

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don’t

don’t come near me…. don’t say any words of love…. when your loyalty… is for sale… I don’t want any more promises… I no longer need the details… Because my vital signs are fading… Love was once so empty and degrading… My world was a life sentence… I don’t want you in attendance… But my…

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easy

Close my eyes… See the same night a thousand times… How could you say you knew me… When you never even had me… We should just let the past in our memories… Fall away and let go of misery…. The path is never certain or easy…

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lost

I hate how missing you feels like a betrayal… I don’t even know the story I’m living in and its true portrayal… Just tell me I’m not worth it and I’ll believe it faithfully… Just tell me I’m not the only one you’ll ever love and always see…. Every good thing in my life I…

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miss

I’m more scared of being happy… Than being a prisoner of guilt… Because back then… Every time happiness… Was followed by…. Desolation of everything I ever built… I know pain more intimately than I know joy… And letting myself feel good about anything… I just wait for him to destroy…. Every time I smiled sincerely……

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