most hated

I speak… And every word I say to you is wrong…. I laugh… And my joy is disgusting to you…. You’d do anything to silence my songs…. You’d do anything to make me feel like nothing all along… And in your head I’m just a player in the world you created… But at the end…

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escape you

for so long I didn’t know why I wasn’t happy…. you made me believe it was all because of the love and life within me…. and I can’t do this anymore…. you made my life worse, not better I’m sure… all the stress, all the anxiety, all the panic in my heart… but rest assured…

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plans

don’t tell me how to live… don’t convince me I don’t have any love to give… because you call me all these names… but in the end you’re the one who can’t heal the depth of your shame…. and I for so long believed it was my…. responsibility…. but you’re just a broken boy masquerading…

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mystery

I hate as strongly as I love… Passionate, kind, brave… I want to believe I’m all of the above… But there are times I am on top of the world…. Then my own fears and wounds begin to take hold… No one ever promised life would be easy… But at the end of the day….…

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peace

I tried to fit into a box but… The walls felt like a prison… Would have been so easy to fall victim to his… Vision… But the more I fought against his perceptions of me… The more I became chained to them endlessly…. And all I ever wanted was to be free… I repeat… All…

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