wake up

he didn’t choose me… his fantasy was what he truly wanted… and for a long time… the hurt… the pain… it left me in a lonely place…. I waited for him to change… I waited for him to give up his perfect reputation… I waited for him to really see me… but waiting forever for…

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loving you

it’s hard to love myself without feeling the guilt… there’s always a trace of it where ever I am… healing old wounds is a process of pain and tears…. I cared… for a long time I cared…. and letting go…. feels like a different kind of good bye…. I look… I look for a long…

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