steps

I’m not giving away my peace…. I’m not throwing away my joy…. I’m learning how to live and love me…. And it’s hard and painful… With every little step…. It’s not a perfect process… But I know it’s worth it in the end….  

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moments

I want to love me the way… I need to…. I want to take care of me the way…. I need to…. It’s painful… To face a long awaited reality…. And I just want…. To know and hold onto me…. Because there was a time… A time I thought it would have been better to….…

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love for me

I searched and searched for answers…. For love… Outside of me…. As if…. Someone…. Something…. Held it…. But the more I looked outside of me…. The more empty I felt…. The more alone I felt… Until one day… I had no choice… I had to stop depending on… External validation…. I had to choose to…

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exist

I’m chasing after a reality that doesn’t exist…. In my mind… It’s difficult to let it go… It doesn’t make it easier… Even when you leave behind… All you know….  

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