okay

I’m hurting…. My feet don’t want to move…. My heart is tired… And exhausted from having to always prove… I don’t have any words I could say… To convince you to change or somehow stay…. But I know it’s better this way… I need me…. To heal and find a path to be okay…

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free

I’m in a dark place…. Because you were not someone to replace… But the poison you gave me still runs through my veins… Even when nothing between us now remains… The pain tears through my heart and I… Think of you and what we lost every time I begin to cry…. My coping mechanisms and…

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sorrows

I can’t let you go… My heart is screaming…. I have to let you go… My head is saying… And I know which one will win…. I try to cut you off… Then the whole repeating cycles begins… Oh if you only knew…. The day to day I go through…. But self pity won’t heal…

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I couldn’t

I held on you… Walking a tight rope… Letting go… Leaves me in a free fall… And I… Never knew you were the one beside me through it all… The pain paralyzes me… Imprisons me in a place… Where I’m haunted by the longing and love… Captured in your face… Losing you is cutting off…

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away

I hate how I try to pull away… As the emptiness settles around my heart…. Panic alarms in my head… As I’m left with the moment I realize… How dependent I became on you…. How even a day without you feels like a lifetime… Knowing it’s wrong doesn’t make it easier for me… Because I…

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