I hate how I try to pull away…

As the emptiness settles around my heart….

Panic alarms in my head…

As I’m left with the moment I realize…

How dependent I became on you….

How even a day without you feels like a lifetime…

Knowing it’s wrong doesn’t make it easier for me…

Because I want to reach out and tell you I miss you…

My nerves and fears…

Mix with the salt and loss of my tears…

But I just can’t…

It hurts like hell to walk away…

It feels like it’s killing me…

But we have to make choices even when….

It’s not easy….

There’s a hole where you left….

And I know you can’t fill it…

No you can’t heal me…

The damage is mine to own….

And I have to…

Keep letting you go…

A little at a time…

 

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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