I held on you…
Walking a tight rope…
Letting go…
Leaves me in a free fall…
And I…
Never knew you were the one beside me through it all…
The pain paralyzes me…
Imprisons me in a place…
Where I’m haunted by the longing and love…
Captured in your face…
Losing you is cutting off all lifelines in my mind….
Then I have to embrace my own pain as the loneliness of the past is what I find…
I’m lost but I’m still trying….
I’m hurting but I’m still surviving….
Just don’t say I didn’t love you….that I didn’t care….
I wish a fantasy and superficial relationship wasn’t what we alone shared….
Because I needed an escape from my reality….
But the damage you were causing me….
I didn’t…
I couldn’t…
Let myself see…
Lauren Kim Art 