I held on you…

Walking a tight rope…

Letting go…

Leaves me in a free fall…

And I…

Never knew you were the one beside me through it all…

The pain paralyzes me…

Imprisons me in a place…

Where I’m haunted by the longing and love…

Captured in your face…

Losing you is cutting off all lifelines in my mind….

Then I have to embrace my own pain as the loneliness of the past is what I find…

I’m lost but I’m still trying….

I’m hurting but I’m still surviving….

Just don’t say I didn’t love you….that I didn’t care….

I wish a fantasy and superficial relationship wasn’t what we alone shared….

Because I needed an escape from my reality….

But the damage you were causing me….

I didn’t…

I couldn’t…

Let myself see…

Posted by:Lauren Kim

🦋 I write my own stories, breathing in life & love by my heart's endless daydreams.

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