life

it was a gift…. one he unknowingly gave to me… the polar extremes… the highs and lows…. introduced me to… how to truly cherish life… how it could end in a moment…. how the most beautiful things are in…. the love and kindness we give to each other…. not in material things… not in power…

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end

I lived forever in a world only existing in his mind…. It always felt like it all was ending…. Black and white extremes… Never did I think I’d make it to the other side of pain… And find love…. A love I always needed… When I found a safe place… One where everything was going…

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always

I wrote every letter to you…. Where our realities existed only in a painted fantasy… The loss of you… Is a loss of air and heartbeats… For so long all I could do was hold on and barely survive the day…. I replayed every memory like the scenes of my worst favorite movie…. No matter…

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nightmares

you’ve been a part of my life for so long… I never questioned it… never thought I’d be without you…. you meant something to me…. I won’t deny it…. I won’t leave you with lies… we started with such promises and I… may always wonder where it all went so wrong… but somewhere along the…

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