today

wish I could rewrite the past…. all the days, years, lifetimes… they pass away too fast…. until I’m left with only the choices I wish I had made…. your hands were always there…. holding the blade…. still I could have just walked away… away… still listen to every word you have to say… wanted to…

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still

fell fast in a fantasy… lost myself and all the love within me… a stubborn heart and mind…. but I always tried to be loving and kind… your words are cold and cruel as they pierce my skin… if you want it… then you take the win… you always have the win… just stop the…

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say

shared laughter…. shared tears…. but I don’t want to let you go…. when I know at the end of tonight I have to…. when I’m not the one who makes you happy anymore…. you can’t hold onto someone who doesn’t love you anymore…. memories in this home… and I would give almost anything just to……

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