gave up everything as a child…
to be whatever he wanted me to be…
and the more I gave away…
the more he killed of me…
imprisoned inside…
with invisible scars to hide…
he told me…
you’re never going to be enough…
you’re not worthy of my care or of love…
lost the game before I knew I was in one…
but no matter what I did…
he would always let me know he had won…
he cut away my life and heart…until I looked in the mirror and hated what I saw….
the pain was behind building all these walls…
walls…
