cold

wore armor every second of the day… fear and insecurity settled in and ran endless power plays… defenses from childhood… a terrified child did what she could… unworthy of love…was a long held belief… an internal struggle to which she found no real relief… you can’t buy healing for wounds of the heart and soul……

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fantasy

a fantasy isn’t reality… no it doesn’t have the same shades… these feelings and infatuations fade… look in your eyes but you’re not him and you could never be… I’ve never felt the way I feel when I’m next to my one…beautiful and free… love never fails…this is all I repeat to me… love never…

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