free

you’re like a perfect fantasy in my mind… but when I see the reality…emptiness is all I can ever find… because running away to escape yourself never works out the way you plan… I wish I could go back to the place where all this pain and regret first began… life lessons we have to…

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bare

you looked so good from far away… there was a part of me that longed for this fantasy to forever stay… never could see the consequences behind the promises in his eyes… the hardest truths to swallow are the ones you hide behind your own lies… gave my heart to more than one… but I…

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reflection

I let this fantasy fill the spaces between me and you… Because in my head it wasn’t dangerous… It could do no harm… Never become real… But there’s more in the details… I used my parents’ model of marriage for us… In their life was an ocean of distance in between…. Silent emotions and rejected…

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wish

I’ll always love him… No matter if we’re together or not… In my heart… I know something…broke him… Because he’s no longer the man I fell in love with… I pray for him to find the courage and strength to love himself… To fully heal… To return to a place of real love and happiness……

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