I only feel the coldness from your words…
But never your love…
I wish it didn’t hurt like this…
I wish it wasn’t you I truly missed…
Strip away all my defenses…
Pour my heart out to yours….
But…
Ending it all between us…
That’s the only thing you are truly sure….
And I try to fake a smile like I’m over all the pain…
Never can I forget the look in your eyes…
Empty disdain…
And I close the door….
My heart knows…
It’s not me you really want….
Anymore…