reality

you were…. half in… half out…. but when you love someone… pretending to be there isn’t what it should be about… couldn’t let you see my tears as you walked out the door… all you spoke of were opportunities you would miss… a part of you just wanted more… and there’s still things I need…

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love is

past: love is dangerous… love is kind one minute and dark the next… love is unstable… love is given but can be taken away in a second… love isn’t for free… love is keeping you on your guard… love is taking away your power so someone else can feel more powerful…. love is mind games…

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No Fear

Nothing is certain…. It’s never too late until the final curtain… Power and control is a mere illusion… Love is all that will ever matter…everything else is confusion… Give your heart to love or indifference… But always know your true point of reference…. Your mind…will create its own daydream or nightmare… Question the people and…

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Free

Nothing is the same… Shattered are the cruel lines once drawn around me….broken are the perfect golden frames…. I once imprisoned myself in a past I could not change… My heart wanted to replay the endless possibilities…infinite ways they could be rearranged… If I had just…. If I didn’t…. A million what ifs once filled…

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know

Radio silence… No longer replying to your texts… Never in a million years… Did I ever imagine I’d be your ex.. But something unexpected happened today… I felt a sorrow I’ve never felt before but all was okay… What scares me now…is I’m getting over you more and more… No longer looking at my past…

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one day

I feel the memories of you slipping away…. I am walking further and further from you with each and every day… Cherishing all we had together… once upon a time we had it all… But now you aren’t the one I turn to or the one I first think of to call… I’m scared of…

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replay

I replay the memories a thousand times…. Then I replay them a million more… Trying to find the moment your heart changed…. And every time I remember you… The pain makes all the moments spin and rearrange… Love is…. So many little things…. You have to welcome all the heartbreak and joy it may bring……

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