you were….
half in…
half out….
but when you love someone…
pretending to be there isn’t what it should be about…
couldn’t let you see my tears as you walked out the door…
all you spoke of were opportunities you would miss…
a part of you just wanted more…
and there’s still things I need to forgive…
you should be free to go….
free to live…
forgetting the part of you that I loved….
but keep returning to the memories when they were always enough….
no more lies….
my heart can no longer bare any disguise…
I see you…
but you don’t see me…
heart divided…
where desire parts from reality…
Lauren Kim Art 