Closed my eyes….
Felt every needle point of the seamless lies…
Held you in my heart until I shattered completely…
Stood right there in front of you and it was like you couldn’t ever see….
And at the end of the day I still….wonder if there was something wrong with me…
Blame myself for all the times I failed to face my own fears….
Blame you for the other half of the reasons for these cold broken tears….
But I won’t stay in this place of pain….
Rainbows and butterlies…
Shine after an endless rain….