Guards

Never been afraid of love… Because I kept myself ten feet apart… But in this way love never stayed for long in my own heart… And you changed my life the moment that you left… But the memories and love I always…always kept…

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Safe

After what I went through… All I ever wanted was to be safe… But then my own heart built prisons in his place… Life and love…nothing is ever guaranteed… But if you let fear control you…your soul will never fly free…

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Control

I had to control it all… Had everyone on beck and call… But it was me who lost in the end… Because a hollow heart has no real lovers or friends… Kept you on a ball and chain… But it was my own need for power that was beautifully insane… Cause you can’t have love…

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Risk

If you take no risks… You remain frozen in the past… And I was always the one always trying to make those memories last… But when it all fell apart… Something more beautiful and real stayed in my own heart…. Real love could never be forced… These feelings were never fake or coerced… So I…

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Fly

You can’t love anyone… If your guard is always up… And my mistake was always believing they were always using me to fill their cups… But I never let my guard down to love you or me… And I never let myself release control so I could feel free… So this time around… I’ll let…

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Live

For so long… Just surviving and not living… Fearful of life and love… But sometimes… You have to make a choice to truly change… When you decide to love and care for yourself… Your whole life begins to rearrange… For so long I wasn’t fully living… Just slowly dying… But standing again to fight for…

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Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time… I was helpless…. I was afraid… And I believed for a long time… I would always be that way… But love has given me a new beginning and a new life…. Sometimes you have to face your fears and free yourself from the prisons you build… Because you deserve love… Real…

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Narrative

Wrote so many stories… Where I was a victim in every one… I knew every single page… Memorized the end before it even begun… I found safety in control and in these small stories I always lived by… It would be easier to spend the rest of my life on the ground but my heart…

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Free

Love and war… This scene feels too familiar to ignore… Growing up love was…power and control…wrapped in candy coated poison… Still he made me feel as if I was special and chosen… I ran so far to escape my past.. But then fell into the same nightmares…too fast… What he gave… It wasn’t love… But…

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peace

may you find love and may you find real peace… let forgiveness and freedom be all you ever keep… falling away from all that once imprisoned me… sometimes you lose everything to finally be able to see…. life is fragile and it’s over too soon….just take care of yourself now and forever… some ties you…

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