Panic

Couldn’t imagine my life without him…no I couldn’t even try… The panic and fear in my heart too intense to ever deny… Because all my worst fears came true not too long ago… But I promised this time not to fake any smiles and never again put on a show… Would give the world just…

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Letting Go

Sometimes we hold on tightly….to the things we can’t let go… And sometimes we hide deeper secrets and pain we hope no one will ever come to know… Sometimes we hurt those we love the most to run away from our own pain… And all the efforts we have to keep us safe…disappear in vain….…

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Peace

I once counted all the ways you hurt me… Never knew it was slowly and surely imprisoning the part that needed to be free… All the injustice and wrongs played on repeat in my mind… And everywhere I looked…you were all I could ever find… But as the seasons came and left….and the days turned…

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Used To

I used to dwell in shades of pain and rage… I used to re-read everything you ever said and did…unwilling to turn the page… You hurt me this is true… But at some point in time I let you become the nightmare of my own world views… But I wanted to heal… That meant giving…

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No Longer

No longer mad…. No longer staying in what we had… No longer in the place where you could hurt me… Because learning how to love myself set me free… So when thoughts of you cross my mind… I wish life for you is truly blessed and kind… Sometimes those who are the most broken… Hide…

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