I used to dwell in shades of pain and rage…
I used to re-read everything you ever said and did…unwilling to turn the page…
You hurt me this is true…
But at some point in time I let you become the nightmare of my own world views…
But I wanted to heal…
That meant giving me time to truly feel…
Feel all the pain I had tried so hard to numb away…
Then light and love started to fill the spaces of my days…
And hate turned to thankfulness…
And I found a way to walk away from a false sense of fantasy and bliss…
We all deserve to be loved unconditionally…
Forgiving you and me…
Was the key…
