Men

Ever since I was young…I’ve feared men and their intentions… Too many experiences where harm was done to me with no interventions… The pain always returns to its source… But for so long my fears have controlled my life’s course… But all men aren’t the same… And I no longer want to live in these…

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Perfect

Set a table… Make it nice… Breathe deeply… Throw of the dice… Perfect lies… Sound so sweet… Her heart designed to defy… I don’t want to be perfect anymore… I don’t want my parents’ legacy to be the future I choose to live for… I’m no longer alone…no longer afraid… Let whatever wrongs against me…

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Tomorrow

You loved me when I couldn’t love myself… A dark remedy of sweet and sad memories… When did a moment become an addictive dependency… I’ll never know… Always hope you are well… As the last of these feelings fade… You deserve all the happiness this life has to offer… And I hope you find it…

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Resistance

I was resistant to changing… My excuses motivated to shift all the blame… But the only way forward is to finally… Leave the game…. I see a brighter life ahead of me… Finally embracing everything…. The emptiness we carry can never be filled by fantasies… But embracing the love, pain and joy…can we find a…

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Sick

Old ways leave me feeling sick… Addictive patterns are a hard habit to permanently kick… But my heart can’t take living in this way… Sometimes you have to let go to cherish a new beginning and brighter days… The terrified little girl in me that once was helpless and powerless… It’s time to say goodbye…

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