I never knew…
How addicted I was to the pain…
Trying the same over and over in hopes it will all change…definition of insane…
And I kept denying just how far I fell into my own nightmares…
The hardest battle was believing I was worthy of being loved and that someone could even care…
Spent too many lonely nights in the dark rooms of my childhood fears…
Too independent because no one was ever truly around to stop long enough to care…
But the look in your eyes is different tonight….
There’s something there I’ve never let myself see…it feels finally right…
Never felt safe enough to let someone really love me…
But the place I call home in your arms is where I always should be….
Lauren Kim Art 