keep

keep me but never leave…. what you give…eventually you will receive… abandonment and self esteem issues… wish it was easier to forget and never miss you…. but all of these lines feel like lies… I want only you…the real you underneath a thousand and one disguises… my heart is just a little broken… but at…

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real

smile a little too easy… break even and life’s just breezy… and I see through all the defenses… we do what we do to protect ourselves and hearts in barbed fences… but love is only real when you’re vulnerable and brave… when we love another there’s nothing we wouldn’t do to save… in the end…

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revenge

in the beginning all I wanted was him to feel…. all the pain and rage he made me feel… until he knew what he did… for all of his nightmares to be real… but the longer I sat with my pain and the past… I saw my whole life disappear….suddenly too fast… and I could…

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free

addiction lies to you and promises freedom… but the sweet tears are stained in colder memories… I never wanted to hate myself the way he hated me… never wanted to escape one prison and create another inside of me… sometimes we hurt the ones we love when we can’t win the battle inside… sometimes we…

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Save

I never knew… How addicted I was to the pain… Trying the same over and over in hopes it will all change…definition of insane… And I kept denying just how far I fell into my own nightmares… The hardest battle was believing I was worthy of being loved and that someone could even care… Spent…

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Free

He may have made you feel helpless… But the more he killed you…his heart felt less and less… He may have tried to keep you under lock and key… But in the end it was him who never found a way to be free… He may have silenced your voice… But no matter what he…

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Keep

I kept the pain in a locket around a heart that refused to feel… Any promise of love was quickly dismissed and seen as pretend and unreal… I told myself I’ll never let anyone close enough to hurt me the way he did…but even now I know it was a lie… Because the deepest fear…

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Destroy

I kill any chance of happiness before I can ever have it in my hands… Because a deep and painful fear won’t ever let love take a stand… And I break apart promises and connections to keep myself safe and sound… But after cutting off everyone and everything I ever cared for…desolation and suffering was…

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happy

We all just want a little piece of happiness…something to hold onto… But everytime I feel joy…my heart quickly takes a darker view… Write me out of a disappearing past… Moments slip away too soon before they ever last… We see our own pain in another…pain we hope will one day heal… But the only…

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Real

Sing aloud without any fears… Feel it all…the despair, joy, and the tears.. Because life never followed a perfect plan to every detail and note… But in these pages…are stories her heart shamelessly wrote… It’s okay to be afraid…but fear is a talented deceiver… Sometimes miracles and love show up when you let go and…

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