time

it all gets better in time… time to heal… time to press pause long enough… to fully feel… the emotions I keep a million miles from your eyes… no one knows the wars she fought or the tears she holds back as she flies… hold me long enough just to leave forever out the door….…

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panic

I have a thousand reasons the ones I love always leave… Terrified of not being worthy of love and it takes away my ability to breathe… I try to push you away… Self Sabotage everything to make you realize there’s nothing here for you to stay… And I battle with these thoughts and nightmares every…

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